It sucks when you have so much to say about a lot of things, but for some reason, you can't get any of it out. Maybe this is healthier. This forces you to ponder these things in your head. However, this means that you and you alone will have to find the answers to these questions. You have to be cautious and not lead yourself astray. Still, there is a sense of tranquility to this state. It's just you and your thoughts, with the future in the balance.