Tonight's Cowboys game was a horrific symbolic reprsentation of where this particular year has gone. I'm not talking about them, but for me. The truth is I am much happier today than I was two monts ago, but it is a reminder that we're not there yet. In fact, I'm nowhere close to where I wanna be. So, the question is, "When will I be?" Frighteningly, the much more accurate question may be, "Will I ever be there?" The answer to that is much more complicated, for many things must come to fruition for that to happen. At least, I find solice in the fact, that I'm pretty happy right now. all the while though, I'm just wondering...