It is with this thought that the final chapter begins. Of course it's not the end permanently, but for this particular book in the bigger novel of life, it is. And though I write this this with a somber connotation, it is time. The only question is what kind of ending can we expect. Honestly, I imagine it will be anti-climatic. After all, this isn't a movie. Never was. I can just hope that the next move will be as succsessful as the previous one. At the same time, the new beginnning is much needed. Sometimes, we have to just blow everything up to start anew. Think of crop burning. They do this in order to rennew and plants new crops. maybe it's time for my own personal crop burning. The hope is that from withiin the ashes sprouts my own Utopia.

Shine on, you crazy diamond...

"Do You Realize - we're floating in space -
Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round" ~ The Flaming Lips

Say goodnight!!!

Is too much pepper a bad thing for you? Because if it is, I'm done for...

Shhhh... all will be well soon?

I walk outside and all I can hear is a faint whistle. It's real life beckoning. The day is shrouded in gray flannel skies. At a moment's notice I'm somewhere else. A warmth is felt then. Transported to a different day and in a moment all its own. Then, a cold gust a wind rustles the leaves, bringing me back to where I am. I have to start walking now, but all the little moments will be there at day's end as gray day turns to a long, dark and cold night.

All I wanna do is float. Float on to a reality that is distant from the meloncholiness that beckons us. I don't have the answers. Lately, I question if I even have the questions. There is no way the answers could be the right ones, if the question were wrong to begin with. So, instead I try to not drown in a sea of names.