It is with this thought that the final chapter begins. Of course it's not the end permanently, but for this particular book in the bigger novel of life, it is. And though I write this this with a somber connotation, it is time. The only question is what kind of ending can we expect. Honestly, I imagine it will be anti-climatic. After all, this isn't a movie. Never was. I can just hope that the next move will be as succsessful as the previous one. At the same time, the new beginnning is much needed. Sometimes, we have to just blow everything up to start anew. Think of crop burning. They do this in order to rennew and plants new crops. maybe it's time for my own personal crop burning. The hope is that from withiin the ashes sprouts my own Utopia.