I have a job interview in Illinois Friday. This could be big. It owuld be a great first job and perhaps I could finally buy that penguin for the house!

To think when I walked outside that morning and saw the snow just barley glazing the mountains, I could see and breathe in the future, if only for a second. Suddenly, you are taken to a world that is different from any you've ever known. I could feel fate envelop me, soothing all that worried me. To return, would be sublime, but I wonder what would I be returning to? To close my eyes, will be the moment in which I will awake.

You know what sucks the most? It's the fact that Spurs run at a back to back titles is down the shitter now. Still, the only reason that they were knocked out in the second round was because of the NBA's stupid seeding ways. Those will be corrected next year. So in reality, they should have lost to Dallas in Game 7 of the Western Conference Finals. At least I can take solice in knowing that in order for the Mavericks to finally beat us, they needed a Spur, Avery Johnson to do it. So, for that I'm happy for him. Avery in his funny accent, is a true symbol of dreams and how they come true. So, good for them. Also, it's a good thing I haven't seen the cute girl I was sitting behind at graduation. See, she's quite the Mavs fan and I did a little too much talking. I'm sure she took pleasure in the win, especially when considering the Spurs fan that gave her crap, but in a friendly way. Either way, we'll be back next year and we'll restore things as they should be. Here's to the 2007 NBA Champion San Antonio Spurs!!! There, I've gone and said it.

When I think about it, it's amazing and too much to comprehend. The whole year, we talked about graduation in terms of when and how it was gonna go. Now, we talk about it in the past tense and you can't help but reflect. You do it everytime you see a picture of someone. With all that has gone on this year, I think about everything we've done everyone I've seen, and everyone I've cared for. There are so many emotions that come to mind, from happiness, to elation, to regret. The latter is the worst one you an live with. Too many times we leave with so much unsaid. Only this time, we realize that time like that of the Spurs may have finally run out. Life is about such feelings. In real life, the good guys don't always win. There is no riding into the sunset. In reality, it's probably raining and the horse probably breaks its leg, like that Kentucky Derby winner horsie. But, seriously, I have to still consider myself lucky. I have lived the dream, even if some dreams are dying. I told one of my dear friends that if I could describe this year in one word, it would be "Camelot." If so, then maybe I shouldn't complain. I just wish I could make amends for my faults that were all my own doing. The truth is I never said what I should have. But, so is life. Otherwise, why would we ever go to movies? Because, if life were like a movie, what would we do to escape the harshness that reality bestowes upon us? At least I can smile, because I really have been blessed.

Last one out, hit the lights!

The sun is setting as everything begins it conclussion. With it, we fade into our next world. Shhhhhhh...Now, take every breath in and never let it out.

"Leaves are falling all around, It's time I was on my way. Thanks to you, I'm much obliged for such a pleasant stay. But now it's time for me to go. The autumn moon lights my way. For now I smell the rain, and with it pain, and it's headed my way. Sometimes I grow so tired, but I know I've got one thing I got to do...

*Ramble On, And now's the time, the time is now, to sing my song. I'm goin' 'round the world, I got to find my girl, on my way. I've been this way ten years to the day, Ramble On, Gotta find the queen of all my dreams. Got no time to for spreadin' roots, The time has come to be gone. And to' our health we drank a thousand times, it's time to Ramble On. " ............Zeppelin. These days, it really makes you think, doesn't it?