Tuesday, May 23, 2006

When I think about it, it's amazing and too much to comprehend. The whole year, we talked about graduation in terms of when and how it was gonna go. Now, we talk about it in the past tense and you can't help but reflect. You do it everytime you see a picture of someone. With all that has gone on this year, I think about everything we've done everyone I've seen, and everyone I've cared for. There are so many emotions that come to mind, from happiness, to elation, to regret. The latter is the worst one you an live with. Too many times we leave with so much unsaid. Only this time, we realize that time like that of the Spurs may have finally run out. Life is about such feelings. In real life, the good guys don't always win. There is no riding into the sunset. In reality, it's probably raining and the horse probably breaks its leg, like that Kentucky Derby winner horsie. But, seriously, I have to still consider myself lucky. I have lived the dream, even if some dreams are dying. I told one of my dear friends that if I could describe this year in one word, it would be "Camelot." If so, then maybe I shouldn't complain. I just wish I could make amends for my faults that were all my own doing. The truth is I never said what I should have. But, so is life. Otherwise, why would we ever go to movies? Because, if life were like a movie, what would we do to escape the harshness that reality bestowes upon us? At least I can smile, because I really have been blessed.

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