It's nice when ou can admit that you are thouroughly enjoying life right now. Times are nice and I'm fufilling my resoulution so far, to enjoy the journey a lot more than I ever had before. However, you can't ignore the elephant in the room. I know there is that void and it looms like storm clouds over a Kansas wheat field (cute, huh?). It is the pursuit of fulfillment of that void that provides the most suspense right now in my life. It's right up there with whether or not I will pass Italian.

The words, "I miss you." Those words can be just as powerful as "I love you," don't you think? The main difference is that "I love you" tends to be overused to the point that its meaning is often dilluted and the meaning of those words usually isn't believed, which is quite sad. However, the words "I miss you," aren't nearly used as much and therefore, are more believable. To me that makes them just as powerful and yet just as dangerous. Kinda makes you think.

The term growing up is one we hear about our entire lives. It is beaten into our heads by many from childhoo to today. For the most part it's in one ear and out the other. The thing is, one person can't just say grow up and expect it to transpire just like that, like flipping on a switch. Instead, one has to see and realize it on their own. Some it happens to soon, some it happens eventually, and some it never happens.
Sometimes we are truly ambiguous to ourseleves, only to wake one day and see that we are transforming. Maybe then, we can start to believe, when before everything mattered, perhaps now, the whole time nothing mattered. Where do we go from here? I don't know, but perhaps, it's time to find out and in turn, I'll find me.

The beautiful thing about dreams are that at their best, they make you anxiously await sleep. Sometimes, they are so sublime that for a second you almost hope you never can wake. Once you do, however, you wish and hope for the two worlds to innertwine, then the real dream can begin, making it a moment frozen in time.

A week late, but how bout those National Champion Texas Longhorns!!! It is really nice to finally see the national championship of football reside in a state that appreciates it the most. Though, it comes at a price, Vince Young will be leaving Texas. Also nice was KU's domination of Kentucky. Perhaps all will be well. Through it all, it really is nice to be back, let's see how long this lasts? Now, if I can only stop the shit from hitting the fan.