It's nice when ou can admit that you are thouroughly enjoying life right now. Times are nice and I'm fufilling my resoulution so far, to enjoy the journey a lot more than I ever had before. However, you can't ignore the elephant in the room. I know there is that void and it looms like storm clouds over a Kansas wheat field (cute, huh?). It is the pursuit of fulfillment of that void that provides the most suspense right now in my life. It's right up there with whether or not I will pass Italian.