So, I haven't written in this thing in 40 days. Why? Not sure, maybe just not inspired. Maybe, little fearful, Maybe just nothing to really write about. So, why now? Honestly, b/c I'mm not that lazy and I have many things to ponder. One is the will to believe when no one else does. B/c you knew all along and were even told what you wanted to hear. Now, the only thing is to wait and enjoy the time in between, b/c it really is like old times. I will say that the act of missing is as much beautiful as it discouraging.