These days, thngs couldn't be more in limbo. It's really sad. This wasn't how it was supposed to be. Now, I'm scared for a whole new bunch of reasons. I just hope evereything was okay. It could have been so much easier.

"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another."
Anatole France

I always thought that quote was cool, until, I finally, truly understood what it really means. It so true, but these changes seem to not stop. There's no stability and I'm afraid that there's no end in sight. I just want to be back in a comfort zone again. I miss so much. It's like a book that abruptly ended. The pages havve words, but at a certain point, the words just stopped. After that, there's nothing but blank pages waiting to be written. But, I guess, so is life...

"Christmas in Shreveport." can you think of anything more exciting?
Of course you can. Like, Christmas anywhere else on the freaking planet."
My good friend Michael Phillips
It's so true.

As bad as I thought it was, it's actually worse.

"It's hard to believe
that theres nobody out there.
It's hard to believe
that I'm all alone."
~Red Hot Chili Peppers

It's all really sad. At, least this is teaching me about what's true and what's false. And I'm guranteed to not like the results, even if they are really for the best.

The past week has brought about changes that will effect life immensely and could shape things for the entire future. It's a thrill in every way to be back on the radio. I really missed being on air. Maybe, I took that for granted too. It's really weird. I have these happy things happening but at what costs? The way things are progressing, I don't think it's worth the loss. But we must embrace our destiny when it comes knocking at our door. The only question is, will we have the courage to answer?

The funniest thing about life has to be its ways that it can still surprise you, even when you're convince there's no way you can be spoofed. Now, this hasn't happened lately, but it has happened and will again. It's inevitable. It's just funny, the way some things played out. It was fun and totally unexpected. I guess we'll always wonder.
Tomorrow, we do Game #2 in Powell, Wyoming. I love the fact that I can say I've been to Powell, Wyoming. That's not a knock on the people of Powell. If all goes well, I will always remember Powell, Wyoming. I hope we're good. Because, I would love to give something back to this community