It's really frightening when you can see ineveitability preparing to stab you in the back. It's a constant reminder of how it can be impossible to exorcise our demons. As Roger once told me, this too shall pass. I hope he's right, because I am bonded and gagged, drowning in a sea of names.

There's something in the darkness of the sky that causes me to reflect and ponder. There are so many questions and I am running out of answers. Everything is more ambiguous now, more than ever. I feel like screaming and coming out my skin. Please rescue me, as I fall deeper into the depths of infinity

"There's something about the look in your eyes. Something I noticed when the light was just right. It reminded me twice that I was alive. And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight"..................... This is so true.

These long gaps in posts can attributed to constant business. Now, I get ready for my much balleyhooed return to the great City of Austin. Who would have thought that the next time I see a UT football game in Austin, I'd be a fan and student of the other school. Rock Chalk. Now, if only the last piece to my puzzle were in place. I'm hungry!